Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Correction re: "mini-binge"
So I just calculated the calories in my self-described "mini-binge" this morning (see previous post).
It was not so "mini".
587 CALORIES !!! So basically I have to run for a thousand years today at the gym or I will probably wake up tomorrow looking like a Reese's peanut butter heart.
Ew. Just shoot me.
I hate mini candy bars
Just had a mini-binge on snack-size candy bars. Grrreat.
It's alright, it's still the morning so I have all day to burn it off, and I can cut calories from my other meals.
I am watching the latest episode of Intervention about this girl who is an over-exerciser/bulimic/alcoholic - and does not look like an over-exerciser, if you know what I mean.
Just took an Adderall, it's kicking in - bye, bye hunger! Good luck today everyone - think thin!
Monday, February 8, 2010
Second weigh-in of the day...
...and the scale says I'm now on the lower side of 140 lbs - that is a disgusting number - which is better than this morning. I have a speed and agility workout today for field hockey so that will help burn some calories and keep my metabolism going.
Two pieces of wheat toast with low-fat cream cheese for lunch, green tea, and a sugar-free Red Bull - I know, RB is really bad for you but I needed a pick-me-up.
Productivity is key
I am having the most intensely productive morning of all time.
That's why I love Adderall.
I have emailed 3457035679035 people - it honestly feels like that - but they were all important emails so I'm glad that it's done.
My boyfriend and I are back together - hurrrrah! - I missed him a lot and I'm going to visit him in March so I want to look hot and skinny for him - motivation ;-)
Eww...
After the weekend, I am back to 141 lbs. I also haven't had a BM in awhile (sorry if that's TMI), so once that happens maybe it will be different. Two things HAVE to change:
1. I have to swear off alcohol. It is empty calories and makes me bloated.
2. I have to restrict, even on the weekends - no excuses.
Good luck this week, everyone! Think thin!
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Update on February plan
So February being "the-month-I'm-going-to-lose-ten-pounds" was going great...until last night when my two best friends and I got ridiculously drunk and ate so much junk food, I can't even fathom it. I woke up in my room and there are un-opened (thank God!) packages of Oreo cookies and Doritos. Eww.
Back to restricting this week, and I am going to be extra good about going to the gym. Definitely need to run every day this week.
Today is the Superbowl and I refuse to eat calorie-laden nachos and chicken wings with my friends. Don't worry, I will be strong! Good luck today, everyone!
THANK YOU!
I have over 100 followers - I am so grateful to have you all, and thank you so much for reading!
Think thin!
Friday, February 5, 2010
Just got back from my psychiatrist...
...and she prescribed me Ambien!
[EDIT:
Thanks for the comments, I had no idea that it could make you so crazy - definitely good to know. I will be very careful with it. I am only supposed to take half a pill at a time, so hopefully nothing too scary will happen, but I will be sure to update you.]
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Thank you!
I just wanted to say thank you to all 96 of my followers - I can't believe I have that many! I have been trying harder recently to put up more thinspo and write more interesting posts, so I hope you all continue to enjoy reading my blog. I wish you all the best - think thin - we will do this together!
Midnight weirdness
The strangest thing happened to me last night.
I woke up suddenly at 3am and could not stop thinking about food. I was wide awake and my body was screaming "FEED MEEE!" I recently ran down the money on my school account (on purpose so I wouldn't binge on candy from that annoying vending machine) so there was no way I could even just have some handfuls of popcorn to satiate my hunger.
I ended up remembering that I had a half bar of Ghirardelli milk chocolate in my car and - I still cannot believe myself - I went all the way to my car in the middle of the night just to get the chocolate bar. Then I ate it and it was the weirdest thing - I was immediately dead tired. I got back in bed and went to sleep.
The chocolate bar was 330 cals, and because I ate it in the middle of the night I decided to split the calories between yesterday and today. So yesterday's total intake is now +165, and I started today with 165...you get the picture.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Day 3
So far my February plan has been a total success - I can definitely do this for 28 days.
Net calories for today --> 299
Everyone is pissing me off - starvation is annoying like that I guess.
I hope everyone else is doing well - think thin!
Flat stomach, flat stomach, flat stomach!
Woke up this morning and my stomach was flat as a board for the first time in awhiiile. So exciting...gotta keep it up!
Hope everyone is feeling good about this February challenge - we can do it!
Think thin!
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
2 February 2010
I am officially dubbing February "The-Month-I-Will-Lose-Ten-Pounds" - just watch me!
Enjoy all the thinspiration!
Sleepless night
I literally slept less than 3 hours total last night. I kept tossing and turning. Randomly went out for a smoke, don't know why since I'm trying to quit this year...grrr.
Twice as randomly, I bought sweatpants online from Nike. At 4:30am.
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